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Master Eric Sbarge wrote this article for his
students at The
Peaceful Dragon in Charlotte, NC.
The article has so much interesting information on the history of A.C.C.S. that
Grandmaster DeMaria invited him to post it here.
It's a Small World ... Or is it Big Karma?
By Master Eric Sbarge
I'm a mostly conventional and pragmatic person. I don't assume lights
in the sky are from alien spacecraft, and when people tell me about
their fantastic journeys through past lives or their amazing astral
projection travels I smile and nod but I mostly just think they have a
more vivid imagination than I do.
As a meditator, however, I can't help but be sensitive to various
connections that exist that seem to transcend logic and can't easily
be explained away as mere coincidence. I conclude that there are
forces at work that I don't fully understand but that are meant to
send us in certain directions with apparent guidance.
Anyway, I wanted to make you aware of some of these chance
connections as they relate to your lineage and training, and as they
relate to the fact that you are learning kungfu and meditation from me
here in Charlotte. I'll let you make up your own mind whether these
connections mean anything.
Meeting Grandmaster
In July of 1980 I was home for the summer having just finished
college. I lived in the small, wooded town of Kent, NY, a good hour
and a half north of New York City. I wanted to find a highly-skilled
teacher to continue my martial arts training, and assumed I would have
to travel into the city which I was willing to do. I began
researching schools in Manhattan and Queens, looking through scores of
martial arts magazines comparing styles and teachers.
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Master Sbarge then and now.
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During the week that I was researching schools I happened to start up
a conversation with a drunken police officer at a local bar one night.
He turned out to be the brother of a high school acquaintance of
mine, and when I somehow mentioned that I was looking for a martial
arts school he advised me that one of the best kungfu teachers in the
country didn't have a school but lived in a small house in the woods
in the town of Putnam Valley right next to Kent.
He said he knew of the guy through his sister or something, and he looked up the guy's
phone number and gave it to me. I thanked him for his advice but had
no intentions of calling that teacher: What could a drunken cop's
sister in Kent, NY possibly know about who is or isn't a good kungfu
teacher?
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The next day a friend whom I had earlier trained with in karate called
me and said he was going to check out a kungfu school, and asked if I
wanted to come along. I joined him. It turned out we were going to
see the same teacher that the cop had recommended. The teacher was
now starting a kungfu class once a week at an old VFW hall. I wasn't
enthused. When we got there we saw a few people doing slow-motion tai
chi stuff which we knew little about and cared even less about because
we wanted real martial arts. The teacher noticed us walk in but paid
no attention so we sat in a couple of chairs and watched.
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"We saw a few people doing slow-motion tai
chi stuff which we knew little about and cared even less about because
we wanted real martial arts."
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Suddenly, out of no where, one of the people flew across the room and slammed
into the wall and crumpled to the floor. At that moment the teacher
who had flung the student across the room looked over, and I suddenly
recognized him as the man on the cover of the newest edition of World
Karate magazine that I had just finished reading. I instinctively
knew he was to be my teacher, and thus began my relationship with my
teacher and your Grandmaster, Frank DeMaria.
As the years went by I learned more about Grandmaster's history. Of
course he was the adopted son of one of the most famous kungfu masters
of the 20th century, Ch'ang Dung Sheng, but he also had trained with
other highly skilled teachers in New York City including Franklin
Kwang, the monk Tsung Tsai, the late kenpo master John McSweeney, and
the now world-famous ch'an meditation master, Sheng Yen. He never
said much about these teachers or what had happened to them, just that
he had trained with them.
Among the many jobs I've had over the years, construction work was
something I continually dabbled in. Since I was thirteen I had worked
on and off for a neighbor and local contractor named Francis Heitman.
One day in the early 80s Francis contacted me to tell me he was going
to start doing work on the foundation for a building, and asked if I
could help him. It turned out to be the foundation for the main hall
of the Chuang Yen Monastery, to be the largest Buddhist center on the
East Coast on a deeply wooded mountain in of all places Kent, NY, just
five minutes from my house. I was busy with other things but helped
him as I could.
At the time I didn't realize that the temple was
being funded by the same person who had funded much of Master Sheng
Yen's studies, including his doctoral studies in Japan, and who had
brought Master Sheng Yen to the Temple of Enlightenment in The Bronx,
the place where Grandmaster had studied ch'an meditation under him
years earlier as part of Sheng Yen's first group of American students.
And at that time I couldn't foresee how many hours I would spend
meditating at that monastery.
Enter Debra
Fast forward a decade or so to the early 90s. I felt ready for a
temporary change of pace from my life of working every day and
training at the kwoon every night, so I decided to move to Taiwan to
teach English and just do my own training for a year or so.
I needed a Chinese language tutor so I went to the library at the Chuang Yen
Monastery to see if they could recommend someone. The person at the
desk told me to see another woman who worked downstairs who might be
able to help me. The woman downstairs agreed to become my tutor, and
though she didn't do much for my Chinese she has been a pretty good
wife and partner. And that's how Debra entered the picture.
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Debra and Eric Sbarge at The Peaceful Dragon's first
tai chi retreat, 1999.
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At first Debra thought it was really strange that I practiced kungfu.
In her mind kungfu practitioners were wicked, wild and weird.
However, when browsing through Grandmaster DeMaria's book Ch'ang Shih
Tai Chi Chu'an she looked at a photo and exclaimed, "Hey, I know that
man well. He and my sister Mei's godfather (a Christian magazine
publisher) were best friends."
She was looking at a photo of the most
skilled old pakua kungfu master in Taiwan, Wang Gwo Jen, who taught at
the Taipei Police Academy. The police academy was run by our Great
Grandmaster, Ch'ang Dung Sheng, and it just so happens that Wang Gwo
Jen was one of Ch'ang's closest friends. In fact at Ch'ang's request
he had evaluated Grandmaster DeMaria's pakua skills on one of
Grandmaster's visits to Taiwan and given it the thumbs up. Debra
concluded that our martial arts practice must be okay if our
grandmaster was close friends of a close friend of her sister Mei's
godfather.
Debra was also put at ease when her friend, a Buddhist nun named Bao
Lin who was on a winter-long retreat in the isolated hills of Delhi,
NY, wrote a letter to Debra saying that whenever she thought of Debra
during her meditation she saw an American man meditating, and asked if
Debra had started dating an American. Debra wrote back that she had,
and Bao Lin in turn replied that through her meditation she could see
I was a peaceful and meditative person and everything would be fine.
This reinforced the message that Shakyi Trizin, the Tibetan Buddhist
leader second only to the Dalai Lama, had given Debra a couple of
years earlier when she was worried about how she could get a green
card and keep her kids in America. He had told her she would marry an
American and not to worry, which she thought seemed absurd at the
time. How would she meet an American with her poor English and while
working in the library of a Chinese Buddhist monastery all day?
Three Monks
Several months after we were married Debra came home one day and asked
if I wanted to meet a Shaolin monk who had defected from China and was
hiding out in Chinatown. I said no because I was skeptical, knowing
that most Shaolin monks were charlatans and no longer really monks.
She assured me that this monk had visited the Chuang Yen Monastery and
the other monks there had proclaimed him legitimate.
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Master Guolin, Grandmaster, and Master Sbarge at the grand opening
of The Peaceful Dragon's new building in 2002.
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At last I agreed to drive down to Chinatown, and there I met Guolin Shrfu for the first
time. I invited Guolin to get away from the city and visit my
teacher's school, and he accepted. He and Grandmaster DeMaria got
along well. Back in China Guolin had known of Ch'ang Dung Sheng's
reputation as a premier martial artist, so he immediately respected
DeMaria's position as Ch'ang's adopted son. Shortly thereafter a
ceremony was held where the ACCS became the official brother school of
Guolin's Shaolin Overseas Temple.
A year or two later Grandmaster DeMaria invited his early Ch'an
meditation teacher, Master Sheng Yen, to his school to give a talk on
Ch'an meditation. Guolin was also invited. Upon seeing Master Sheng
Yen Guolin bowed deeply. Guolin was well aware of Master Sheng Yen's
growing reputation as perhaps the world's foremost expert on Ch'an
meditation, considered among the highest ranking monks of the Ch'an
order. It was a proud moment for Grandmaster to bring together one of
the world's foremost Ch'an fighting monks with one of the world's
elite Ch'an meditation monks.
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It was a proud moment for Grandmaster to bring together one of
the world's foremost Ch'an fighting monks with one of the world's
elite Ch'an meditation monks.
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Not long after that Debra and I were in Woodstock, NY visiting friends
of hers at a small Tibetan Buddhist temple. When we left Debra asked
if I wanted to stop and visit a Chinese monk she knew who had become a
recluse and built a small house in the mountains outside of Woodstock.
I said no, I just wanted to go home. A few minutes later we were
driving up a winding dirt road and at last found the old monk's home.
He seemed delighted to see Debra, and invited us in for tea. We
talked for several hours. It turns out that a couple of years before
I had met Debra, Debra's mom had been very ill. Though there were
numerous Chinese doctors in Chinatown and elsewhere, her friends at
the monastery had referred her to this particular monk due to his
unusual expertise in acupuncture and Chinese medicine. He took a
liking to Debra and her kids and agreed to treat Debra's mom. Many
times Debra took the hour and a half drive to pick up the monk, bring
him to her house, then drive him home. He never charged for his
services. We said our good byes and left the old monk's small home,
and I didn't think much more about it in the years to follow.
Then just a couple of years ago one of our students here at The
Peaceful Dragon, Brett, had the opportunity to join a two week retreat
with Grandmaster's meditation teacher, Master Sheng Yen. He came back
and said he had enjoyed it. Brett then asked if I had read the
recently-published book Bones of the Master by George Crane, which I
hadn't. He said it was about a Ch'an master and he thought I might
enjoy it.
The book is the harrowing story of an idiosyncratic old
Ch'an master returning to Mongolia to honor his deceased teacher.
This hardcover Bantam book was well-received by the critics. Jack
Kornfield called it the "Best Zen story I've read in years" and Robert
Bly wrote that the story was "Beautifully recounted... It's hard to
overestimate the astonishment of this book." I read the book and
did enjoy it, but what I found astonishing was that the monk was the same
hermit Debra had taken me to visit outside of Woodstock. The book is
replete with photos of him and his home which I remember well.
But that's not the most astonishing part. The most astonishing part is
that this monk is the same one who had taught Pakua and Hsing-I to
Grandmaster DeMaria some thirty years earlier in New York's Chinatown
the monk Tsung Tsaiwhom Grandmaster had occasionally mentioned
but long since lost track of.
Also of interest, at Guolin's workshop
that we just completed Guolin told us that he too knows Tsung Tsai,
and in fact had helped Tsung Tsai with some chi sinking exercises.
Tsung Tsai had offered to teach Guolin his medical knowledge in
return, but Guolin had to refuse because he is too busy running his
temple. And as one more aside, it turns out that like Guolin, Tsung
Tsai had spend time training at the Shaolin Temple in his younger
years.
More Connections
Many of you know that a few years back I started training in Pakua
with Master Park Bok Nam. Apparently my martial arts skills were okay
because he quickly took me under his wing and trained me intensively
and spent a good deal of time talking with me.
In our discussions he learned who our great grandmaster was, and when I showed him pictures
he instantly recognized him as the chief judge at one of the
tournaments he had brought his Korean students to in Taiwan. Ch'ang
Dung Sheng was often the chief judge at Taiwan's tournaments, and in
fact Ch'ang first met Grandmaster DeMaria when he judged one of his
fights.
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Master Park (seated) and Master Sbarge along with Peaceful Dragon students
in 2001 workshop.
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At one of Master Park's summer Pakua camps in Baltimore an
older Chinese student of his came up and introduced himself as Alex
Chu from Athens, GA. He complimented me on my movement and said it
was clear I had been training for a while. I told him that I had been
training for some time but that if I had any skill at all it was
because of my main teacher, Frank DeMaria.
When I mentioned that name he replied, "Do you
mean the same Frank DeMaria who learned tai chi
from Master Franklin Kwang?" I learned that Alex had studied tai chi
from Master Kwang at the same time as Grandmaster, in the early 70's.
He didn't actually know Grandmaster because Grandmaster was a private
student and Alex only attended the group classes, but he knew of him.
We compared our Yang Style San Shou form which I knew Grandmaster had
learned from Kwang, and it was identical.
Alex has since come to visit me at The Peaceful Dragon a couple of times. On one of these
visits I asked him where Master Kwang was now, since Grandmaster
didn't speak of him much and hadn't seemed to stay in touch with him.
Alex replied that Kwang had died a few years earlier, and that he
periodically went to pay his respects at his burial spot. When I
asked where that might be, he replied, "The Chuang Yen Monastery in
Kent, NY."
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Master McSweeney (dark jacket) and Master Sbarge along with Peaceful Dragon students
during Master McSweeney's last seminar.
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Now it might seem like a long time had gone by from when Grandmaster
trained with Tsung Tsai or Franklin Kwang, but an even longer time had
gone by from when he trained with his kenpo teacher, Master John
McSweeney. Master McSweeney had moved away from New York in the early
60s and they had lost contact thereafter.
Then, just a few years ago, a chance contact was made through the internet when one of Master
McSweeney's students contacted Grandmaster. Master McSweeney and
Grandmaster were at last reunited when Master McSweeney came to do a
seminar at Grandmaster's school. Master McSweeney had become a 10th
degree black belt and one of the highest ranking kenpo masters alive.
At that time with Grandmaster's support I invited Master McSweeney to
come to Charlotte to lead a seminar which he agreed to do. He came,
led an exciting and dynamic seminar, and we felt fortunate to have one
of Grandmaster's first teachers here at our school.
Master McSweeney died of a heart attack a month later. His seminar right here at The
Peaceful Dragon was the last one he ever gave.
Coming to Charlotte
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Now just why is The Peaceful Dragon right here in Charlotte?
After Debra and I had been married for a year or two we decided to move
south. Debra had never seen snow before moving to New York, and the
New York winters were rough on her. We took a two-week tour visiting
dozens of cities from Wilmington to Savannah to Atlanta to Asheville.
I had recently earned my certification as a school teacher, so I
turned in applications at each of these city's school districts.
When I got back home my Dad asked me what I though of Charlotte. I
replied, "Where's Charlotte?" I honestly had never heard of it. My
Dad gave me an article from The Wall Street Journal saying it was the
biggest city in the Carolinas, and it was a generally favorable
article. I forwarded an application to Charlotte Mecklenburg Schools,
and they were the first to offer me a job.
I think it's interesting why I was offered the job in Charlotte. I
had sent a personalized cover letter and resume to every high school
and middle school principal in Charlotte in addition to filling out
the application form for the education center downtown.
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Let's together observe the connections as they appear ...
and enjoy our chance to train together at this moment and place in
time.
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It turns out that up until two years earlier the principal at South Charlotte
Middle School, Dr. Maureen Cockerline, had been the principal at a
high school in Newburgh, NY which was located about a half hour from
my home in Kent. Next door was Newburgh Junior High School, the
school that I randomly got assigned to for my student teaching during
the same time period.
When she got my personal letter asking her for a job she
immediately invited me down for an interview, thinking I
wanted to relocate here to work for her because of all the good things
I must have heard about her in Newburgh. Of course I had never heard
of her in Newburgh and she laughed graciously when I told her this.
She offered me the job anyway. Debra came down to see the city, we
both decided it seemed like a nice place to live, and we moved here.
Now this story keeps unfolding, but since each of you are now
characters in it let's together observe the connections as they appear ...
and enjoy our chance to train together at this moment and place in
time.
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